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Iron.
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xD I wrote a whole, 'ready to post' journal about how my computer broke a long time ago now and how my phone lags and breaks whenever Im on any website... and my phone crashed.
Ah, the irony. I love it. Unironically.
So, long story short:
My computer is broken and theres nothing I can do about it for now. Its been like this for almost half a year now. Thats why Im 'dead' here.
Im posting some stuff on sariniya.tumblr.com .
I treat dA like a kind of portfolio thing while tumblr is a 'put anything' kinda place.
Thats why Im only posting there and posting here rarely anyway. Not much seems to be worth putting in my portfolio.
I gotta be honest, Im pretty frustrated. Im trying to not get overwhelmed, but its pretty hard. It feels like no matter what I do and how hard I try, everything falls apart and the world just laughs at me. What can you do beside doing even more and trying even harder, though?
A bittersweet moral for you all.
True strength is shown when youre smiling no matter how hopeless everything around seems.
Until something good finally happens to me, I wont post here. I will let you know when that happens. I wish you well. Stay strong.
Ah, the irony. I love it. Unironically.
So, long story short:
My computer is broken and theres nothing I can do about it for now. Its been like this for almost half a year now. Thats why Im 'dead' here.
Im posting some stuff on sariniya.tumblr.com .
I treat dA like a kind of portfolio thing while tumblr is a 'put anything' kinda place.
Thats why Im only posting there and posting here rarely anyway. Not much seems to be worth putting in my portfolio.
I gotta be honest, Im pretty frustrated. Im trying to not get overwhelmed, but its pretty hard. It feels like no matter what I do and how hard I try, everything falls apart and the world just laughs at me. What can you do beside doing even more and trying even harder, though?
A bittersweet moral for you all.
True strength is shown when youre smiling no matter how hopeless everything around seems.
Until something good finally happens to me, I wont post here. I will let you know when that happens. I wish you well. Stay strong.
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Deal with my lack of polls
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A game you recently finished and absolutely loved has few DLCs that are clearly and definitely the 'we cut them from the finished game for extra cash' kind. Do you buy them or not really?
Finishing up any piece is harder than ever. When does one stop?...
Finishing up any piece is harder than ever. When does one stop?...
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Tadaaah, the year's ending.
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So? How was it for you? Was it good? Was it bad?
How are your old year's resolutions?
Mine are meh.
Well, my main objective was to get more active here. I was even making these summaries at the end of each month to celebrate how much I've done as you could see.
I was also supposed to make at least one finished digital painting every month, so I could later make the year meme thingy everyone always does.
So, these two didn't really work at all.
I didn't manage to draw as much as I should, then. Nor did I manage to read as much as I wanted.
Also, this Christmas is a total failure on my part and I want to throw myself out of a window.
I also didn't draw a page of a comic, so here's that.
Well, one big thing managed to work out, though.
I managed to get out of my parent's house and start living on my own. For those who don't know, I'm living in the UK now with my friend KageMara.
That also made me escape the college I was forced to study in and now I am kind of free to choose the college I want.
Not that I looked yet, though. Right now I'm just trying to save the money for it.
I also attempted to try to try to cook and I am willing to learn some more. Though, somehow buying lots of ingredients seems more troublesome and money-wasting than just buying ready stuff. x'D
And I guess I am learning more and more and developing my personality or so. I just wish it went a little faster.
I am on my way to figuring out what my problem is. ...Slowly.
So. I have yet some small challenges to do before the year ends.
...Oh shit. I just realised it ends this weekend. x'D Holy crap.
Well, on to the stress wagon.
Also, is there someone who would want or even need a core membership? Probably for 1 month? EDIT: nevermind, picked someone by random.
How are your old year's resolutions?
Mine are meh.
Well, my main objective was to get more active here. I was even making these summaries at the end of each month to celebrate how much I've done as you could see.
I was also supposed to make at least one finished digital painting every month, so I could later make the year meme thingy everyone always does.
So, these two didn't really work at all.
I didn't manage to draw as much as I should, then. Nor did I manage to read as much as I wanted.
Also, this Christmas is a total failure on my part and I want to throw myself out of a window.
I also didn't draw a page of a comic, so here's that.
Well, one big thing managed to work out, though.
I managed to get out of my parent's house and start living on my own. For those who don't know, I'm living in the UK now with my friend KageMara.
That also made me escape the college I was forced to study in and now I am kind of free to choose the college I want.
Not that I looked yet, though. Right now I'm just trying to save the money for it.
I also attempted to try to try to cook and I am willing to learn some more. Though, somehow buying lots of ingredients seems more troublesome and money-wasting than just buying ready stuff. x'D
And I guess I am learning more and more and developing my personality or so. I just wish it went a little faster.
I am on my way to figuring out what my problem is. ...Slowly.
So. I have yet some small challenges to do before the year ends.
...Oh shit. I just realised it ends this weekend. x'D Holy crap.
Well, on to the stress wagon.
Also, is there someone who would want or even need a core membership? Probably for 1 month? EDIT: nevermind, picked someone by random.
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Nah.
Hey, has anyone seen the newest Kingdom Hearts trailer?
(Start from 0:45 if you don't want to look at Dream Drop Distance and just go to see Chapters.)
I'm gonna sound like a hater again, but fuck it.
These mask guys look kinda cool, but they look way too Final Fantasy-like to me and I'm feeling tired with this series throwing more and more random stuff into the plot. I could somewhat tolerate [SPOILERS from BIRTH BY SLEEP]the real-real-for-realsies-guys-Xehanort??? And Keyblade Wars???? [AND NOW FROM DREAM DROP DISTANCE]and him going 'BUHAHAHAH I PLANNED ALL OF THIS!!11111!!!!!! ALL ACCOURDING TO THE PLAN!!!!!1111' bullshit[/SPOILERS], but... seeing absolutely new things again being thrown into the series makes me feel just tired and even slightly irritated. Just end the series, guys.
Also, I don't know what's wrong, but the graphics look way... too bad for me? I mean the characters, not the surroundings (EDIT: and again, mostly Aqua). They look so plastic I can't look at them, as if they tried to keep the KH style but still make it more realistic. D: Anyone has the same feelings?
Hey, has anyone seen the newest Kingdom Hearts trailer?
(Start from 0:45 if you don't want to look at Dream Drop Distance and just go to see Chapters.)
I'm gonna sound like a hater again, but fuck it.
These mask guys look kinda cool, but they look way too Final Fantasy-like to me and I'm feeling tired with this series throwing more and more random stuff into the plot. I could somewhat tolerate [SPOILERS from BIRTH BY SLEEP]the real-real-for-realsies-guys-Xehanort??? And Keyblade Wars???? [AND NOW FROM DREAM DROP DISTANCE]and him going 'BUHAHAHAH I PLANNED ALL OF THIS!!11111!!!!!! ALL ACCOURDING TO THE PLAN!!!!!1111' bullshit[/SPOILERS], but... seeing absolutely new things again being thrown into the series makes me feel just tired and even slightly irritated. Just end the series, guys.
Also, I don't know what's wrong, but the graphics look way... too bad for me? I mean the characters, not the surroundings (EDIT: and again, mostly Aqua). They look so plastic I can't look at them, as if they tried to keep the KH style but still make it more realistic. D: Anyone has the same feelings?
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